February 2012
2 posts
Stressed out.
Never been so stressed out. Shit is weighing me down. AP Literature work, deadlines for class projects, senior project, college applications, scholarships, clubs, side business, my upcoming competition, shit. what more? i cant take this anymore.
9 months down & forever more to go
January 2012
2 posts
Fuck your flaws, imperfections & insecurities,...
8 months down, and forever more to go ♥
December 2011
21 posts
Love.
It’s not about getting what you want but unselfishly giving what we have without compensation. We don’t love someone cause of what he or she is, but cause of what we are when we are with that person. Love shouldnt be about receiving something in return. It should be about loving, just loving, cause it makes you happy.
I can't stand sleeping with an unsolved argument.
I can't sleep.
i'll do anything to keep you mine.
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6646miles asked: You are amazing & so is your blog. I can relate to each and every post you made. Thank you. I am not alone. Someday, one day we will be with them. Stay strong. Continue blogging. You have my support. :)
Behind it all,
There’s always some truth behind just kidding. Knowledge behind I dont know. Emotion behind I dont care. Pain behind Its okay.
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Dear long distance couples,
Hang in there. I know exactly how you feel. Being in a LDR isn’t easy. It takes A LOT of patience & will to go through the best & worst times of your relationship. Distance sucks but i know that you have the heart to do it. You are strong & they’re lucky to have someone who is willing to be with them through it all. You guys will see each other, i’m sure. But...
I get so frustrated when someone is reluctant to...
It aggravates me, so much. Because, if only I got the chance that you have - i wouldn’t even think twice.
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To those in a close-distance relationship,
Do me a favor, please. Make every minute worth it when you’re together. Kiss them like there’s no tomorrow - never get enough of it. Hold them tight when they need you. Wipe their tears away. When they’re sick, show up at their doorstep with hot chicken soup at least. Go and kiss their fears away. Cause you’re lucky. Im here, desperately waiting. I’d trade anything...
I will never love any other guy this much.
THAT, im sure of.
If you really love someone,
you’d stop saying that you don’t deserve them and start proving them that you do.
She's promiscuous. okay, and so?
why do you give a fuck? mind your own damn business.
I'm getting attached to you more & more each day.
Now it feels as if you’re actually here. This feeling, i love.
One thing that sets you apart from everybody else.
It only takes you a phone call to make my day. Unlike others who needs to go an extra length, or even more.
Instead of dwelling on your breakup,
Chin up, walk on & dont look back. Just show them what he/she could’ve had.
7-8 PM on the daily,
Is the only time i can smile without pretending.
If we argue, and I stay unspoken throughout the...
It does not mean that I don’t care. That, I don’t want to deal with it and fight back. It’s not silent treatment, either. Sometimes I’m just there, over thinking.
Bluntly speaking, I think it's really stupid when...
Like srsly? If he cheats on her for you, what makes you not think that he’ll do the same to you?
7 months down, and forever more to go ♥
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Anonymous asked: that's all you're shooting for? to see your boyfriend? what about you? i mean your future? doesnt that matter to? think twice.
College.
Preparing for it, wasn’t so stressful, until now. So frantic, so disconcerted. Time is running out, plan b needs to be prepared. Unfortunately, hpu is not my school anymore, despite the scholarship bestowed upon my merit. I realized the credits on the course isn’t transferable to the college i’ll be transferring to in Cali. Only option now, is kcc. community college, for now....
November 2011
15 posts
It does not matter where I am.
I’m yours. Forever & always.
On days where I don't have plans,
I just wish i could spend it with you. Even tho we’re doing absolutely nothing, it’s fine. I just want to be with you. That’s all that matters to me.
Sometimes, deep inside, i'm not okay.
It hurts how I can’t be anywhere close to that one person that i love so much. As a girl, i need my man to be there, hold me tight to make me feel safe and secure, wipe my tears dry, run his fingers through my hair when I sleep, hug all my fears away. But, he can’t. I can’t do anything. he can’t do anything. we can’t do anything but just wait. This is the hardest...
All I asked for is someone worth fighting for.
Instead, i got more. He’s worth fighting for. Worth sacrificing for. Worth loving. Worth trusting. Worth the time. He’s worth spending the rest of my life with.
My grandma calls,
Gma: Happy Birthday munch!
Me: Thank You Grandma. I miss you!
Gma: I miss you too anak. Your Grandpa and I misses you all so dearly. So hows school?
Me: School is all right gma, just a little tougher than I thought.
Gma: But you're graduating ... right?
Me: Of course gma. I assure you I will.
Gma: With honors?
Me: Definitely gma. I wont let you down.
Gma: Thank you so much anak. Make us proud okay?
Me: Yes yes gma i will
Gma: Okay anak. I'll see you at your graduation ... hopefully
Me: Gma, are you sure you want to fly here again?
Gma: Just to see you walk that aisle anak. ofcourse.
This. My grandma and grandpa, I adore. the most. When my grandma asked if I was graduating with honors, and I said I will. I could feel her relief. I could feel her smile. I could feel her happiness. I never expected my grandma to say, that they'll be here for my graduation. Nothing made me happier. And I realize I might (i hope not) be the last grandchild that they'll see down, in the arena, with a diploma on their hand. I got to do this for them. I want them to be happy. After all the hardships they went through just for me. After all the headaches I gave them. I just want to show them that along the way, they've raised a good girl. I want to show and prove to them that, I'm grown to who exactly I want to be with their love and support. From now on, I'll strive harder at school to maintain or improve my stance. I can do this. This is for you, grandma & grandpa. I love you.
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I'm scared that one day, if I walk away...
you won’t stop me.
Don't EVER think you're nothing.
Cause somewhere along the line, there’s someone who truly thinks you’re everything.
Friends. How exactly are you defined?
One who won’t turn their back on you? One who’ll be there for you as much as you were to them? One who’ll do anything to keep in touch with you? One who’ll trust you with their problems? One who will be straight up to you, notwithstanding the consequences? One who supports your decisions? One who’ll be real to you? Is that how friends are defined? Then I guess, i...
All I want is to be with you.
together, someday. That’s all I want. That’s all.
Intelligence over appearance.
That’s how it should always be.
I'm holding back as much as I can. I'm trying.
I wont give in. I wont. I hope.
In jealousy, there's more self-love than love.
Love yourself, before you love another.
Before anything else, you must love yourself. That love must be first nurtured. You can’t give unconditional love to your significant other if you can’t love yourself unconditional also. Self love and love of others, go hand in hand. They’re indistinguishable. Once you set love to yourself, then, and only then, will you initiate a relationship with another.
6 months down & forever more to go
October 2011
20 posts
2 tags
Just because you're beautiful,
doesn’t mean you can treat people like they don’t matter.
The probability of me, falling out, is just too...
There’s no other person out there that could knock me off my feet the way you do.
Ive never been so scared of losing something in my...
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When they're hurt or sick
& you can’t be there to hold them.
That gut-wrenching feeling
when you almost have to hang-up on the phone.
I want to see you so bad.
It may be just for 24 hours. That’s fine. Cause a couple hours with you is worth the thousands of hours I spend without you.
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Girl, you complain about not seeing your boyfriend...
Imagine how I feel. Not even a day, have i ever got to see him.
it sucks so much that we can only talk an hour a...
it sucks … so much </3
They say, "Keep your friends close, and your...
How can you? When you can’t distinguish who is who nowadays?